There's no giving up.

So it is 2 o clock in the morning. 

I am having contractions, and I am not even gonna bother timing them cause these are the real deal. 

I am just trying to make it through the night, let Jones and my Mom get as much sleep as possible before I call my midwives. 

Each hour is going by so slowly.

As I lay{more like squirmed} in bed trying to Sleep I just kept thinking, there is no quitting. No giving up. There is only one option and that is to keep going. No matter how much it hurts, this can't last forever.

I am dilated to a 6.5 and baby is in position. I have worked for each one of those 6 centimeters.

I can do 4 more.

I have to.

Just stay awake.

Oh look seven minutes have gone by.

This is going to be a long night, on the bright side, tomorrow should be a really good day.